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He was too cruel to be true.. But then I realized, he himself was so full of insecurities.
The fact that he did not want to see me ever again could have implied that he is very strong and independent of me, but the truth is the reverse. The fact that he avoids me means he has so much unprocessed feelings that cant be ignored, and handled.
He is deeply in love, and it doesn't help at all when he sees my face.
He says he gets to think of every sheituni I have done, all the men I have been with during this time, and he just doesn't want to know.
It has nothing to do with what I think of myself or know if what I do.. Sometimes, people's assumption and imagination about you takes them to the wrong path, and you can not let them pull you in the path either.

Be strong. Stand still. If nothing else changes, you should be able to have forgotten your feelings for him completely by next year.
Give this chance to someone who can make you incredibly happy. Wait until next year and I will show you how things will change..