دشت

Leaving a lover behind hurts. and it keeps happening to me.
Keeping a lover helps. and it keeps happening to me.
Wanting to have him along is my dream, daring to leave him on his own is a wish.
But one day, I will save my dream, close my fist, and make the wish. That some day, soon, we return. Cause this love obeyed no law of attraction, but a deep and pure understanding of one another. He wasn't my world, but he showed me the beauty I was living in. I wasn't the flesh of his life, but I stepped him through his goals and talked him through it, waved at him behind the stage.
Love can do amazing things, that a rational mind can never imagine..
My heart has gone beyond.. And for the first time, I love to have him in my life for ever. When we both payed our dues to ourselves and to the world..
Its his company that I can't forgive. His emotions and purity. His logical love of me and my habits..
I pray to God to give him peace, and give him warmth, and give him comfort, and give him smile. For he is one walking angle in my world.