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Oh Boy, How I suck at doing this!
Now I'm asking me, the wise me, in a very low tone, so that I can hear in my head only.
Am I ever gonna be better at this?
Nch.. (Head shake).
No?! Really?! I'm stuck here?!
Looks like.. (head shake).
Oh Nooooo. But why? I dont want to stay!!
Well..

And I ponder...uncomfotably, while changing positions on my chair.
Deep breathing. OK..!! Now I'll show you!
I get up. but sit down. and get up. I stand. I stand.

Come girl. We'll do this slowly together, Ok?
I smile, like not really, but still, I feel like smiling. Maybe I can trust me.
Yes, I can trust me.
Hello Kimi! You are trusted!